Wow, so much time has passed since I last posted anything, but at the same time... I feel like no time has passed at all. Could it already be September? I am not prepared for summer to end. I still crave the sunshine and beach days, and am in no shape or form ready to give it all up.
I am currently taking a watercolor class. I know that I lack any artistic ability, but I thought it would be fun to try. To be honest, I have way to much fun shopping for art supplies. I don't know what it is. I like looking at everything... even the things that I have no idea what it is used for. Maybe I enjoy shopping too much. I don't know what it is, but it's exciting to be in an art store. I hope it becomes a regular hobby because I find myself enjoying it. (Not that we have done much yet.)
A lot of times I look back on my life, and wonder how I haven't really changed much in the last few years. I don't think this is necessarily a good thing, as I should be maturing with time. (Hahaha.) But then I often think... maybe I have changed a great deal. I realize I am contradicting myself, and I do not mean to. I just feel like I am not spending enough time improving myself, but rather I am becoming more set in my ways. I don't know whether this is good or bad. Maybe I am over thinking it, and it is just how it is. But shouldn't I be throwing myself out there to hopefully discover who I really am, and what I really want in life? I know what I want to major in, but I often wonder what I am going to do with that when I am done? It's hard to imagine what my life will be like when I get my career... if I can ever figure out what I will be doing.
What scares me is the unknown. Who will I be 10 years from now? If I feel like I haven't really achieved much in the last decade of my life, where will I be 10 years from now? I realize that many people think about this, and I am not alone in feeling this way. I am just plagued with the idea that I may become a bum someday. Hahahahaha. Time is hard, and the recession scares me.
Well, I went off tangent...
Anyways, I can't believe that it's almost the holidays. First one coming is obviously Labor day, but Halloween is around the corner. I think I'll be Katniss (from a book called The Hunger Games) for Halloween. It'll be so easy... I already have brown pants, a green shirt, and a black jacket. I can't wait for the movie to come out next year! :)