Reasons

In one of my classes the other day, my teacher gave us a copy of an article why many students were unsuccessful in college.

Most of the time it's lack of self confidence, uncertainties, lack of motivation, etc. It's never usually because the person is unable to comprehend the subjects taught in school.

It got me thinking... why am I still so behind in school? A lot of the time I do lack the confidence and attitude to make sure I am heading in the right direction. I am the most uncommitted person on the planet. Making a decision is extremely hard for me. Making a decision that will effect the rest of my life is almost impossible for me. I always fear that I am making the wrong decision which then gives me anxiety.

Oh, I know I'm a complicated person. I know that sometimes I am not always rational. I just want to find a way to make myself commit to something without freaking out that it will fail on me.

The first step of that is believing that I will accomplish my dreams and goals... no matter how long it takes me.