Sometimes I look back on things, and think how nice it would be to live in the past again. I wish I could go back to some memories where I was happiest. Those summer days lounging around with the best friend, the days when I had someone to share my banana split with, those countless hours painting each other's toes (Mostly my toes were painted. I am a pampered princess.), and my childhood (Mostly miss spending a lot of time with my parents).
It's easy to want to go back to things when life was easy, but I realized that if you just spend all your time wanting to go back in time, you'll just miss out on the present, and pretty much destroy your future.
I hate how I can't control what happens to me because a lot of time I end up hurt. I just have to take what life hands me, and basically take responsibility for the things that happen to me. I can't control how my extended family treats me, but I can control how they effect my life.
I'm making a commitment this year to make sure that I am doing the things I need to do to make sure that I will be happy in the future. No more hoping for the best result. I'm going to shake up life this year because I am finally ready to do it.
I'll miss the past. I'll miss the memories. I'll miss the people. But it's time for something new. It's time to get over it, and stop blaming others for my unhappiness.
(I realize that my post are starting to get a little cheesy or cliché, but I have a need to express it. I always feel better when I do.)
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