A New Year

I feel like I'm still in 2010 as I never really got to celebrate the new year here at home. In a way, I feel like I missed out on the holidays. I left before Christmas, and came back still in the Christmas mode. It's like I never got Christmas out of my system.

I find myself singing Christmas carols. Is it so wrong to sing Christmas music in the middle of January? I hope not! Although I am not over the holidays, I am well aware that it's a new year.

I had a terrible year last year (although there were some good moments), and I am definitely ready for a change, a new year! I am really for good things to happen, and I only hope that nothing terrible happens to me this year.

The only thing about starting a new year is that I tend to start having a life crisis. I start to question the place where I am in life, and if I am going the right direction. It always gets a little crazy a few months before my birthday because that's when I start to feel old and unaccomplished.

I'm going to try really hard not to freak out this year as I will be turning a quarter of a century. 25 already? Where has all the time gone?

But being 25 will be great. I'll finally be able to rent a car for cheap! At least there are things to still look forward to. I'll be able to travel more now that I'll be able to rent a vehicle. :)