OCD

It's Thursday morning (12:15am), and I am already feeling the itch to study for my quiz and test next week. I know that I have the weekend to study, but I may be freaking out a tad bit because I know that I have a lot of things to do this weekend.

I have been resisting the urge to go take out my notebook and start studying right now. I realize that I should be going to bed, but I'm bothered.

I always get this way for my Geology class, and I realize this isn't even worth posting about, but it's seriously always in the gray area (from black and white) in terms of OCD.

It's like I'm trying to prove something to myself, and it's a bit mad. Why am I competing with myself? Why do I have to beat myself? It's crazy I tell you. It's like I make some ridiculous goals for my and then force myself to achieve them. I am never happy with just an A, I have to get the highest grade.

It's sick, I tell you. I can't resist the urge to be the very best in all my Geology classes. I don't feel like way when I am in any other class. You should see me in my math class. Total slacker.

I think I need help. Crazy person alert. (Hahahaha.)