Time Management

I have trouble gaging time, and it sometimes can be quite ridiculous. I don't mean that I am a procrastinator. I generally always do my homework early, I am usually almost always on time when I meet people, and I have never been late to any important meetings or interviews.

The problem that I have is that I can never go to bed at a decent time. Don't get me wrong... I LOVE to sleep. I just can't help myself from spending a ridiculous amount of time on the internet, starting a 4 hour movie at 1 AM, or sometimes having the need to finish a book early in the morning. I apparently like to be most active in the middle of the night.

That wouldn't be such a bad thing if I hadn't decided to take a bunch of morning classes. It also doesn't help that I have never been a morning person. I am very unpleasant in the morning, and am often too sleepy to even function.

Knowing all of this, do I even attempt to go to bed right now? Nope. I know that I have to wake up in a few hours, but I still can't get myself to go to bed. Instead I am choosing to be crabby and sleep deprived in the morning. Oh man, you would think I would have learned by now...

And that is why I am finishing the last three hours of a four hour Jane Austen movie I am watching. :D

Epic Death

I often think of interesting ways to die. I realize that this is a morbid topic, but I know it's going to happen someday. I think it makes dying not seem so terrible if you can kind of joke about. I fear dying, and maybe it's my way of lightening the mood.

I think it would be awesome to die by any large animal attack. Wouldn't it be fantastic to tell people you knew someone who got mauled by a bear, eaten by a shark or chased by a lion? I just wouldn't want to die by any tiny creatures. I think getting eaten by ants would be a horrible way to die.

I think I love geology so much because I love natural disasters. It is really sad and heart breaking when people die. I don't want them to die, but I think it would be such an awesome way for me to die. I would love to die in a volcano! Volcanoes are strangely beautiful, and if I really had to die, this would be it.

I plan on living to a hundred, and I hope I will live to fulfill all my dreams and wishes. BUT if I had to die, I'd want to die an interesting death.

Taquitos?

I spent last night volunteering at a local church. I am trying to be more active in my community and actually do things that matter. Why not? I have the time, and I could always do a few extra things.

I actually had a fun time making chicken taquitos. We got to shred the chicken, mash the potatoes, roll them up, and assemble them into nice rows. Where else am I going to learn how to make taquitos? I know for a fact that my parents can't make them, and it would be nice to learn to make something new.

It's always nice to give your time away because you always get something back. I even picked up a few Spanish phrases that I'll be sure to use! :)

Candy Store

I found a cute retro candy store in the Orange Circle today. My friends and I were just looking for a place to hang out because we wanted to resist all the cute stores. We are currently trying to budget, but we were a lost cause when we saw the candy store.

Can love at first sight be this profound? Can I love a candy store so much that I want to buy everything? How my heart ached from joy.

They had giant gummy bears, all the old fashioned candy and sodas, Batman ring pops, and a billion other things that I haven't seen in years.

Love should always feel like this: a sugar rush. I feel like I'm a kid a candy store... except that I'm an adult at a candy store.

I think everyone needs a Orange Candy Company in their life. :)

Constantly Hungry

I don't know what it is, but ever since I started working out I am hungry 99% of the day. Every waking moment is consumed with how hungry I am. I seriously am always eating.

I try not to eat things that are terrible for me, but I constantly crave chicken. Why is it that I keep wanting chicken? Chicken sandwiches, chicken salad, chicken with rice, grilled chicken, chicken soup... I can go on for days.

I usually get so hungry in class that I have to pat my stomach in other to comfort it with the promise that I will feed it as soon as I can. The things I have to do for love...

I spend the day resisting food, and dreaming about where and what I want to eat. How my life is consumed by food. I don't know whether that's a bad or good thing. Haha.

In My Deams

I don't usually remember my dream often because I tend to forget a lot of things on a daily basis. I forget the names of my professors after the class ends. I forgot to pick up the milk at the grocery store. I forget what I was going to tell my mother in mid-sentence. I forget a lot of things. I'm just a generally forgetful person.

The only way I can remember something is if someone keeps reminding me, I write it down, or if I had the same dream twice.

There's nothing that strange about my dream if I really think about it... I am usually hanging out with my friends, and talking about the meaning of life. You know, everyday things. But the thing is... I have a completely different personality. Am I crazy? Can you be someone completely different in your dreams?

I apparently cussed like a sailor, drink like pirate, and smoked like a chimney. WHO IS THAT PERSON? It freaks me out because I keep dreaming that I am that version of Hang. That version of me scares the present version of me. (Wait... did that even make any sense?!) Is she my alter ego?

Oh man, I don't know what is wrong with my subconscious, but I better not dream that again. Hahaha.

Jamba Heaven

I love it when I find great deals. I love that feeling when you feel like you cheated the system (not really, but it feels like it), and am getting something for a ridiculous price.

My favorite word in the world is: free. I just love it when I go to restaurant and they give me something for free. It can be something as small as a cookie or as big as a free meal. I just love it when that happens, and will automatically love you if you ever give me something for free.

I love to drink Jamba Juice (Caribbean Passion anyone?), and am always looking forward to when they have BOGO deals. I am always on slickdeals.net looking for amazing deals because I love cheap stuff.

That is why I have been drinking a large quantity of Jamba Juice in the last few days. I just love a good deal, and can never pass it up.

Bar Night

I'm just doing all the things I've never done before in the last few months. I have decided to be more open about things, and just try out as many things as I can. I only live once, and 2012 is just around the corner. I should be living it up before the world comes to an end (I do not actually believe this will happen).

Yesterday, I decided to crash a birthday celebration, and go to a bar for the first time ever. I am 24 years old, and I just went to a bar for the first time.

Can I say that I actually enjoyed it? I love playing pool and dancing to random songs is apparently something I enjoy doing. I'm not a drinker, but I'm a dancer. It's like I don't need the alcohol to dance like a crazy person. I am naturally a crazy person most of the time.

I'm just surprised that I actually enjoy going out into the night scene sometimes. I've always imagined that I would hate it. I wouldn't say I love it either, but it I can see it being fun once in awhile. :)

My Weakness: Coats

I am not a clothes shopper by any means. Grocery shopping... yes. Clothes shopping... no. I like having nice things, but I barely ever have the money to buy nice, new, beautiful things. I wish I had the money to buy whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. Don't we all want that?

I can usually resist buying things that I don't generally need. I know my bank account protests whenever I make a purchase, so I generally don't ever shop.

A friend decided a few days ago that we should go window shopping to kill some time before we meet other people for dinner. BAD IDEA. I had forgotten that is now fall, and that cooler weather is just around the corner.

All I saw were awesome coats everywhere. Never mind that most of the coats cost more than a week worth of pay. I just had to try on every single one, and fell in love over and over that day.

I really, really, really want a raincoat from Macy's, but it cost $75. How that hurt, but my longing for it cannot be suppressed. I am telling myself that I won't go back for it, but I can't stop thinking about it. I just hope I don't go back...

Love For Food

Someone mentioned on my trip a few days ago that he noticed that Asian girls love to eat. He mentioned that we as a whole are willing to eat at any given moment, and that we don't hold back when we eat.

The conversation got me thinking. I really am the kind of person that is deeply in love with food, and that a good meal can make my day.

Food has a big impact in my life. I know that sounds terrible, but I can't help it... I live for good food. I think about my meals. I love yelp. I have been cutting back on unhealthy food, and it has been terrible for my spirits.

I envy the people that can eat whatever they want with very minimal exercise. I want to be them.

Isn't life about being happy? Well, my happiness just involves me going to eat at different places. :)

Soccer

I recently found a great new appreciation for soccer (it may have to do with the really attractive men), and it has become something I really enjoy watching.

My heart still misses the World Cup, and I really can't believe that it's going to be another 4 years before it comes back. Maybe I will win the lottery by then, and will be able to actually go to the World Cup.

To lessen my pain, I will be going to a Galaxy game next month. (It's mostly to see Landon Donovan and David Beckham.) I can't wait to finally be able to go to my first soccer game in person.

I've never been that fond of watching sports on television, but it's a whole different thing when you go to actual games. Everyone is so into it, and I may be a bit fond of foods sold at games. It's the only time I appreciate baseball, basketball, hockey, etc.

I just can't wait! I'm pretty excited, and I am definitely looking forward to it! :)

Vacation is Over. :(

I had the most amazing time in Zion, and saying it was eventful is an understatement. I had so much fun that I seriously cannot even express it into words.

The Zion house leaves me breathless every time I go there. I've seen it many times before, but I just can't get over the beauty of it all. When will I ever get to stay in a house with a theater, sauna, or exercise room again? It really is my dream house.

The first day we were there, Frances and I decided to go off on our own hike. We did it in our own (more like mine) pace. We went into a hidden canyon, and picnicked on tuna and crackers.

We spent a long time inside of Zion National Park waiting for our friends to come, so that we would get a ride home. They never did come, (it wasn't their fault, they were blocked from entering) so we went home on the free shuttle bus.

Don't even get me started on the food. We ate so much that I was convinced that all that hiking wouldn't be able to burn off all the stuff I ate. I never went hungry, and there was always something delicious to eat.

The next few days after that were spent exercising on long hikes, sitting by the river, star gazing in rocking chairs from the balcony, enjoying the view on the hammock, sitting by the fire pit, playing board games, eating too much food, watching 10 minutes of movie, and playing pool.

I always become a little bitter when it's time to go home. I never know if and when I'll ever be back, and that hurts me a little inside.

I had an amazing time, and met so many new and interesting people. I just love little vacations, and am really appreciating the host for inviting me over. Thank you, Jason. :)

Vacation Time

After my class and meeting today, I will be able to finally go on my vacation to Zion National Park in Utah. I'm just so excited, and I just can't wait to get out there.

I plan on doing a lot of hikes, and a lot of lazy nothings in the afternoon. After all, isn't that what vacation is all about?

I just packed for like a year, and I realize that I have too many things with me, but I can't help it... I want to bring everything just in case. You know, I might need 20 pair of socks, or those shorts that I never wear.

I also found some awesome snacks for the ride there. Does anyone remember Bugles? I found a giant bag, and plan on eating a truckload in the car. I'm going to eat that and tuna on crackers. How I love to eat random things...

I'm going to be gone for the next 4 days, and I can't wait!

Geology Club

Is it nerdy that I am excited that someone I know is starting up a geology club, and asked me if I wanted to be vice president?

What? A club where we can take hikes and go camping? How exciting! I'm so excited to be able to be in a club with people who loves rocks? That isn't weird, right?

I'm excited about new things, and I hope this will turn out well. I'm sure it will...

Hikes vs Gym

I love hikes. I love being outdoor, and challenging myself. Every time I want to quit climbing a mountain, I know that I can't... I still have to get back to the car. I also love the reward you get whenever you climb on top of a mountain; you get a great view. I just love being outdoors. I love the trees, the mountains, the rocks, the animals, and even the stress I put on myself.

The gym is a whole different matter. I don't really like the gym, but I know it's good for me. I dread going on the treadmill, and I hate how the gym is always so full. I can barely breathe without sniffing someone's body odor. I love how I can get into the music, and work out really hard without even noticing it. There is no pretty sceneries, but I like how I can work on my arms.

I guess I really need a balance of both, but I really don't like going to the gym or hiking when it's really hot. I just need to force myself into doing more, so I can someday get into shape.

Only When I Dance...

Depending on how I feel, I can be an extremely shy and awkward person or I can be bubbly and outgoing when I first meet someone. It all depends on the situation, but normally I am a bit more on the reserve side. You are only privileged with my crazy side after you have known me for awhile.

But then I discovered dancing. I LOVE to dance. Don't get me wrong, I am not a lady of the night who likes to pick up guys or get so drunk that I pass out. I've been sheltered most of my life, and I don't think I am even capable of doing something scandalous.

When I go to a party/club, I can't help but dance. I just love the music, the crowd, and how everyone is mingling in the dance floor. On the dance floor, I can talk to anyone, dance with anyone, and be perfectly fine with talking to strangers.

I dance terribly, but it doesn't stop me from running around like a mad person on the dance floor. I sing to every song I know, and I dance awkwardly to every song that I like (which is a lot). I am constantly giggling with my friends, and I always have the best time.

You should see me when they play "I Like It" by Enrique Iglesias. I just love that song, and I will always dance to it. No matter if it's in the car, in my bedroom or in a club.

Who knew I was someone who would love dancing? I sure didn't or else I would have tried it earlier.

Wasted Hours

I realize lately how much time I actually spend online. Sure I don't watch a lot of television or take naps in the afternoon, but I do spend a big part of my life in front of my laptop.

When I think about it, what do I do in front of the internet? Watch movies, chat with people, live on Facebook, look for slick deals, read my e-mails, and listen to music... How can I sit in front of the monitor for so long?

Sometimes I go online with the intention of staying on for an hour, but it ends up being 4 hours. I have lost sleep because I don't know when to stop. Ever have a conversation with someone online until 4am?

I seriously don't know what people used to do before the internet came along. What? They go outside, and were much healthier? I make sure to make time for that... sometimes...

I think my addiction started when I got my laptop because now I can sit in bed and do all sort of things. It's just so easy to fall asleep with the laptop on my lap. :)

Fifth Zion Trip

That's right, next week I will be going to Zion National Park for the fifth time. I'm so excited because it really is one of my favorite national park. Everything is just so beautiful in Utah, and I just love being there.

I really can't wait until I get to see the red mountains, walk through the river, and eat delicious food. It's seriously all of the things I love in one big national park. How I love it there. It's seriously one of the most magical places I've ever been too.

We're going to be going for a nice long weekend, and I am so excited. I know that I have been going to a lot of places lately, but it's always nice to go on vacation to someone else's vacation home.

I'm always so spoiled there. There is always an abundance of food, people to talk to, movies to watch (in the giant movie room), and the nights are perfect with star gazing. Don't even get me started on the hikes.

My heart is just overjoyed. I am counting down... just 6 more days!

Just Another Day

I'm so pooped out today that I can barely stay awake long enough to write this post. I had an extremely productive day, and I think it's nice to have productive days once in awhile.

I started the morning (it was EARLY) with a nice hike. The weather is beginning to cool down, and the view of the lake is much more beautiful in the morning. I don't know what it is... it could be the way the sun is shinning on the water or maybe it's still a bit misty in the morning or it could even be the company.

I remember thinking there was a sharp pain on toes as my little toe nail dug into the skin of my other toe. (I sometimes don't know that my toes nails are too long because I usually wear flip-flop.) I ended up ignoring the pain, but when I got home I found my socks bloody. Oops. The wound is now covered up by a Toy Story band-aid.

Fear not, it was all worth while when I had the most delicious breakfast crepe. I'm still drooling thinking about it. I seriously can eat breakfast food anytime of the day, and I do.

I spend the rest of the afternoon at school. I was looking forward to taking a nice long nap after class. How heavenly it was going to be...

But I didn't realize that I had to work instead, (I didn't realize there was even anything to grade this week.) and would have to put my nap on hold. I told myself it wouldn't be so bad. I don't need a nap! I'm not a baby!

By the time I got home it was time to watch a special screening movie with some of my friends. I was starving at this point, but we could not be late for the movies, and I hate sitting in terrible seats at the movie. We watched 'Just Go with It', and the movie turned out to be funny. I can't decide if I really like it or not, but I'm definitely glad it was free. (Free is my favorite word. I love free things.)

Dinner came really late, and I was ready to eat my cup and plates because I was so hungry. The service was terrible, so I ended up tipping very little. Apparently the restaurant was aware of this because as I walked out, I tripped over a super long leafy bush.

Now here I am unable to decide if I want to watch tv or if I should just take a shower and go to bed. I'm so tired, I can fall asleep right now, but I think I will hold off. I just had dinner an hour ago, and I should let it digest. I just hope I won't fall asleep in the shower. I can see myself doing that.