I am feeling a little bit lost lately. It's just that the more I think about my future, the more confused I become.
Will I ever get to do what I really love? What is it that I really love? I have so many interest that I get confused on what I really want to do.
It stresses me out immensely as I would like to think that I am getting somewhere. I've always been a planner, and it worries me that I don't really have a plan for my future. I've never been a person to wing things. I need to know where I am going at all times, and make sure that I am on schedule.
It's really scary when you think that you have to grow up. I am no longer a teenager with many years to plan out my future. I should know where it is going by now.
It's weird when you try to picture your future, and you can't imagine anything. I don't know where I am going or how long it will take me there. I'm just going to try to figure out which way I am going, and enjoy the ride.
I hope the ride is filled with many adventures. Especially if those adventures involve going to new places. :)
what happened to geology????
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you've been feeling so lost. I am too, so let's be lost together!
ReplyDeleteThat's the point, i believe there's no "somewhere", the ride is actually the somewhere :) and i'm saying this cause i identify myself with you, i mean, there's no bigger planner than me! lol i get to this point in my life too last year. Sometimes you gotta let the ride take you :) one day at the time
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