Church

Over the last few years, I slowly went to church less and less. It's not that I don't love God or believe in him, it just that I became really lazy when it came to my faith. Crappy things started to happen to me, and I didn't know how to deal with them.

I became more sad, and questioned my purpose as a person as time went on. I didn't become a terrible person or lose my faith in God, but I wasn't the same.

A friend started to go to church with me on a regular basis. She began to convince me to go to church, and without even realizing it, I felt more at ease.

When I'm in church I feel like things will be okay. No matter what happens, everything will be fine. I even feel light hearted, and more optimistic.

I know that I am responsible for my own future. I know this, but it doesn't hurt to know that God has my back.

I'm actually happy to be back at church, and don't think it's really a chore. I really think it has to do with the fact that I go to the youth mass though. There is just something about it. :)