My Terrible Study Habits

I should have titled this post, "My Nonexistent Study Habits".

I'm not sure why, but I have lost the will to study nonstop. I can barely look through my notes without wanting to do something else.

The subject isn't that terrible, and I am interested in what I am learning, but for some reason... I can't make myself focus like I have in the last few years.

I hope it's not because I get sad a lot lately or that I am getting lazy. I don't want to be lazy because that would bother me immensely.

I still get good grades, but I know that I can do so much better. Even though I get good grades on my quizzes and test, I know I am not getting as much out of the class as I can.

Does that make any sense? It's like I am only putting enough effort in order to get the A, but no more than that. I used to learn because I wanted to, and I felt so smart when I knew exactly what was going on in my class. I was more passionate, more excited, and generally happier a few months ago.

Now my mind is always elsewhere. I can't concentrate on anything, and it makes me crazy.

Maybe I'll have a cup of tea, and sleep on it. Sounds like a plan.