Time and Hang

I wished I've always known what I was going to do. I wish that I hadn't spent the last 5 years deciding on what I wanted to do. 

I've always been envious of people like my brother who have always known what they wanted to do. Why can't I be like those people? Why couldn't I have grown up knowing exactly what and where I wanted to be when I grew up?

Even though I decided some time ago to become a paralegal, my heart still wants more. I want to be a geology/photography major, and work for travel magazines or National Geographic. I want to travel as part of my job, and I want to be able to take beautiful pictures of the places I travel to. 

For some reason, I love rocks. I also love volcanoes and earthquakes. Geology fascinates me.

I hate the fact that I'm old now. I can't expect my parents to take care of me while I continue to go to school. If I decided to go on with my education, I'm going to have to work. 

I wouldn't mind working, and going to school at the same time. I think that would be ideal, but I can't even find a job. 

Why couldn't I have known that I loved geology when I started college? Life would of been so much easier.