Hang is Uncertain

Do you ever wonder if you are making the right decision? That this is how it's suppose to be?

I hate that feeling. The fear that people will judge my decisions. The fact that I know their opinion shouldn't matter, but yet it does. I want to make the right choice all the time, so I tend to over analyze every situation, and every decision as if they all have secret meanings. 

I don't know what I want. I don't know what I need. I don't know how to make it go away. I just want to go back to how things used to be. Ignorance is bliss, and I completely agree with that statement. 

I realize that I make everything in my life complicated, but just once... I wish the answer would just come to me...

Maybe I will just sweep it under the rug... I seriously don't know what else to do.